The Unexpected: He does it again.

Thursday, December 4, 2008

He does it again.

My husband, despite the fights and the bad words said, he is always right there.
He always talks me down, when I am at my worst.
I can only see darkness, and he is my light.
It never fails, with him, it always ends up alright.

I will go on, today and tomorrow.
I have to. I don't have a choice.

It also doesn't help, I am nothing but words.

no actions, just words.

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meDecember 4, 2008 at 11:19 AM
So glad to see this. I was worried about you all night and couldn't sleep. I tried calling you today, but I don't think I have the right number.
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Nicole MontgomeryDecember 4, 2008 at 12:30 PM
oh did you call 2034689859 today?
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meDecember 4, 2008 at 5:38 PM
Yep, a couple of times. Is that the home number?
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Nicole MontgomeryDecember 4, 2008 at 5:49 PM
2034678591 is the home number, the other one is my brothers, he doesnt answer calls he doesnt know.. my mom always says i am not home unless the person can let her know they are not a crediter
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meDecember 4, 2008 at 7:15 PM
Oh OK, got it straight. If I can get Daniel to bed early enough, I'll call tonight, otherwise tomorrow. Love you!
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KarenDecember 5, 2008 at 10:17 AM
Sooo glad to read this Ducks, your last blog had me in tears, stay strong hun, your life will work out, i love you Ducks
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I am Nicole. I am a 24 year old SAHM to three wonderful children, Thomas, Collin, & Bailey. I am very happily married to the love of my life, Tom. Tom is 7.5 years older than me, but some how we were meant to be. We started dating sometime between March and May of 2000 and were married on May 7th, 2005. We are both recovering heroin addicts. I am attempting and struggling to lose weight. I wish it were baby weight but it's not. It doesn't help I have a terrible addiction to smoothies, ice cream, and Reese's.

This is my oldest son Thomas. He is 5. He started kindergarten this year. If he isn't in school, he is wanting to play video games. And if he isn't playing video games, it's because I got on his case. He loves learning. He loves imaginative play. And he still loves his mommy. And still gives kisses and hugs in public. Our only problem is his constant whining. And I mean constant. Speaking of, if anyone has any ideas to stop the whining, I'd be very grateful. Ignoring the whining is just not working.

My once silent little 2 year old. Though he is in speech therapy, and not everyone can understand him, he is the sweetest little boy. Until you tick him off. He has quite the little temper. He is a very independent little boy, usually found playing by himself. Every thing needs to be on his terms or you will get an earful. Even with his temper and his need for everything to be his way, he will stop whatever he is doing if someone is crying, hurt, or sad. He will come and offer kisses, hugs, smiles, and laughter.

My one year old baby girl. This girl is the funniest to those she is comfortable and seems like such high maintenance to those she doesn't see as often. Almost anything can get her lip to quiver and tears to fall. Even being as sensitive as she is, she loves to giggle and play. She is always stealing phones to say "'lo" and "buh" or the remote to switch channels anytime someone is paying more attention to the television than her. There are so many little things about her I love, but she hasn't quite found her place yet. My favorite time of day with her is right before nap time and when she does wake during the night to nurse. There is something about still breastfeeding her that makes me still feel she is an infant, instead of a toddling child.

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